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16 October 2006 @ 09:06 pm
 
My mom called me at work late this afternoon (about 4:30) to tell me that they had to take my grandma to the hospital because her heart rate was WAY down (like 29). I almost threw up immediately. She is 93 and has been failing for the last 10 years. When I see her, she knows my face, but can't remember my name. I love that old lady. She's the best. I had a bad feeling wave over me at about 8:50pm tonight. I don't know what's going on, because my mom is still at the hospital. I don't know if I should call there or not. I've been having a small anxiety attack for the last 20 minutes. I just want to know what's going on. I know that when she goes, she will go straight to heaven because she is an angel. She is the sweetest, most caring person I know. Her life has been Hell. I know God has a special place for her....but.....she's my grandma, and I have a special place for her too.

*cries*
 
 
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
 
 
 
Michelle: squishy dogmichellinator on October 17th, 2006 02:53 am (UTC)
((((you)))))
Angieovertheedge916 on October 17th, 2006 03:25 am (UTC)
Thanks. I needed that.
Michellestarrwisher on October 17th, 2006 03:12 am (UTC)
*hugs*
I hope everything is okay, sweetie!
Angieovertheedge916 on October 17th, 2006 03:26 am (UTC)
Thanks. I know things will be good when she is finally in Heaven with Jesus. I just want it to be peaceful and not painful or slow.
Erinn: By Your Sidebigguns23 on October 17th, 2006 11:41 am (UTC)
((hugs))

I will be thinking of you!
Angieovertheedge916 on October 17th, 2006 02:23 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much.
Becca: Thoughts and Prayersvanilladreams83 on October 17th, 2006 03:19 pm (UTC)
*hugs*
Angieovertheedge916 on October 17th, 2006 05:36 pm (UTC)
*hugs* back, thanks.